Saturday, January 9, 2010

i AM...and then there is a question mark.

There is a question mark but the words are a statement. I stare at them on this screen in amazement. Because I read them and can hear the clear hesitancy in my head.
I am..
I am a college student.
I am many names and places.
I am many stories whispered and told behind closed doors.
I am the new girl isolated and sought after.
I am the ten year old child who planned to run away but hadn't decided from what so she stayed.
I am the trauma.
I am high expectations and dreams slaughtered.
I am goals and bars set too high.
I am. I am. I am...and the statements begin to become question marks.

I am unaware and vulnerable.
I am inspiring and inspired.
I am an aspiring....and the list goes on: actress, writer, fashionista, model, makeup artist, model, college graduate...
I am a wanna be.

I am Angel Celeste. Angelica. Angel. Hayzel. Ms. Luster.
I don't know which it is that I was but I am:
Angel Celeste...a success story in the making.

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